Woke up from a nightmare. It’s from the stupid movie Paranormal Activity. But instead of their place, it was mine. -_____-” Anyway, Didn’t do anything today but I’m going out for bowling with the new girl.
I think later on some of my coworkers from work are setting up another poker night. I might drop by later.
update:
Yeah, so I hung out with the new girl. Played some miniature golf and watched Date Night. Funny movie. Then we talked for a bit inside the car. I guess she knew that I have broke up with a girl a few weeks ago but she told me I’m “a hard book to read.” She told me how I already know logically what things have to be. The whole “things happen for a reason” and the whole break up stages and I’m coping very well but I already know that it’s too early for me to cope. I don’t know, she told me I was interesting because I’ve thought about every aspect of break ups; actions, behaviors, grieving, etc. I guess I do analyze the whole thing, but I also told her reality is different from theoreticals, people have destroyed themselves because emotions have overcame them, and I’ve also seen people break down with too much logic. It needs to be balanced. I also told her she’s not a rebound but she has to understand that I’ve gotten out of a break up and I’m not gonna rush through anything. I guess she’s mature to understand that, especially that she’s taking psychology with focus on human development. I told her that It’ll take a while to gain my trust since I’ve been hurt by it. We’ll just see how it goes from there.
I dropped her off and sped to my coworker’s poker game around 1am. I had to bond with them because they’re my lifeline at work. I have to put in face time around them so that I can also be accepted as a colleague and a peer. They’re really funny and very, very accommodating. I’m glad I’m in a good crowd, especially that I’m the youngest of them all. I’m taking my one coworker who’s around my age out because I guess he hasn’t gone out since he came from Philippines and went straight to work. It’s different because I grew up here and I took high school and college so I have a better advantage to where things are and how things work. We’re going to the local college bar/club scene around my area. I hope he’ll have fun tomorrow. I’m pretty sure he will, I’ll be his wingman, and plus, I need him as my wingman too.