April 2010
17 posts
Day 23: Wednesday
After 3rd night of work. I’m tired. I looked at the staffing for that day and there are 7 staff for the night so I told the day Charge to cancel me when they don’t need me. My friend asked to get lunch so I fell asleep for only 3hrs and got up to get some lunch. This girl is the RN-girl from the club last SaturdayThen got invited to see her place. I fell asleep at her place and woke...
Hey Tumbler, I’m going to Philippines. I’m gonna drop by to Hong Kong first, but when I go back to Manila, I don’t have any iterinary: no hotel, no plane flights, no plans.
Day 22: Tuesday
My coworker told me to give the set-up date girl one more chance. He said she’s just shy. I told him that I’ve done my part, I even left her a voicemail that night, and texted her the next day, if she’s somewhat interested in me, she would’ve done something to show it. I’m not gonna sit here and wait for someone who doesn’t show their appreciation for my effort....
Day 21: Monday
Just got home. One of my patients died. It sucks to have that responsibility but it’s part of my job. I had to talk really fast and leave the room because everyone in that room were crying and I kinda just wanted to cry with them. I was kinda tearing up and choking while I was trying to listen with my stethoscope. Bleh. Things like these makes me appreciate life even more. The family was so...
I just admitted this patient which we’re weaning him off from treatment. It’s pretty sad to be faced with this responsibility but things happen for a reason.
For all of you who has someone you care, let them know that you do. Cherish the moments that they’re there with you. Because once their time or your time is up, you would be glad that you have done your part to be with...
Day 20: Sunday
Woke up with a minor hangover. Ugh, I wish they cancel me tonight.
Met a girl at that local club, she’s alright. She works in one these hospitals so that’s kinda cool too.
They didn’t cancel me. I started with only 3 patients. The night was good except that I had to admit 2 patients and one of them was a no-resuscitation code.
This night’s gonna be an interesting night.
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Day 19: Saturday
One more week until I go back to Philippines. Exciting and at the same time I can get my mind off things… I hope so. This has been a beautiful mess. I’m just relaxing today and I promised my friend to show him around the local college setting around here so we’ll see if he back out of it.
So we went and met up with some friends at the local club.
had fun.
I hate break ups.
Day 18: Friday
Woke up from a nightmare. It’s from the stupid movie Paranormal Activity. But instead of their place, it was mine. -_____-” Anyway, Didn’t do anything today but I’m going out for bowling with the new girl.
I think later on some of my coworkers from work are setting up another poker night. I might drop by later.
update: Yeah, so I hung out with the new girl. Played some...
Day 17: Thursday
The newest naruto chapter came out. That was cool. Today was a really good day. I got my car back and only paid $1,200 instead of a whopping $2,800 for a car fix. Got my car cleaned, then I got to hang out with this new girl who goes to my college. She’s really adorable. We watched Clash of the Titans and got dinner. It was a really cute date and I felt really happy. I even managed to listen...
Day 16: Wednesday
I cancelled work cuz I didn’t feel like working. Well what happened was that they called and asked me if I want to go to ER to work, I was like eh no thanks, don’t feel like doing some ER work tonight and told them I’ll just cancel myself. So there, I cancelled. Went out for some drinks with a friend. THEN my ex wanted to drop by at night. -_____-”’ Ugh. Well,...
Day 15: Tuesday
It’s been 2 weeks since we’ve parted. It sucks. It’s only 2 weeks but it seems long. It’s short, but it’s long. lol. I hope you get it. Anyway, didn’t really do much, just lazed around. Went to some poker game my other coworkers invited me to. It was different. I felt like adult, playing with the big dogs. I’m the youngest of the bunch. Almost everyone has...
Day 14: Monday
Got off work, got my car towed from home to some european shop to get my car maintained. Slept for 4 hours then had to get ready cuz my coworker had set me up with a double date with their friend. Ate dinner, went back to my coworker’s place to get to know more then drove the girl back to her place. I don’t think there was anything there. She was nice and cute but I don’t think...
Day 13: Sunday
Woke up a couple of minutes before an earthquake. 6.9 on Baja California, Mexico. My facebook just got bombarded by earthquake posts. Seems like they wanna be the first ones to announce it to the world. Happy Easter everyone. We’re gonna have a potluck at work and I’m kinda excited for it. Last time I worked, my coworker told me his major heartache and it was pretty sad. It’s...
Day 12: Saturday
Last night was ok. It wasn’t busy. We didn’t really have that many patients. I guess cause it’s easter weekend. My co-worker’s trying to introduce me to this girl. He said she’s really sweet and we’ll be really compatible. He said if things go well this weekend, he’ll have a double date to break the ice and can know each other more. I’m kinda excited...
Day 11: Friday
Friday night….I hate working on a weekend. But at least I won’t be lonely and I have patients I can attend to and keep my mind off things. And I have co-workers I can talk to…well just a bit.
Gotta get ready
I hate break ups.
Day 10: Thursday
Woke up at 3pm after a long boring night at work. No work tonight. And now I’m getting ready to go out with a girl I don’t even want to spend time with. But she’s there comforting me. It sucks, we both know I’m only giving her time so that I can get my mind off from stress.
Just saw her update from fb. You know what I hate? I probably mentioned this before already, is...
I’m at work and I’m bored. You know what sucks when you’re not doing anything and you’re stuck there? You’ll start to contemplate, a lot. I’m not too close to my coworkers for this shiftabd I can’t really open up to them. But I wanna tell them so they could tell me it’ll be okay. I’m such a lamer.
I wanna take someone to the laker games, I...
Day 9: Wednesday
Woke up from a nightmare that involved that girl. For some reason, I was hanging out with her and her friends. Then while we’re hanging out at some house, she was on the other side of the house talking to some guy who I don’t know. Ugh, I hate when my imagination runs wild, then I woke up. My heart just started pounding. I went back to sleep and it was her again, she kissed me. She was...
March 2010
12 posts
Day 8: Tuesday
Just barely waking up. So lazy. I don’t want to work tonight. I hope tonight’s an easy night. I don’t need any stress from anyone at work. I guess it’s something to keep my mind occupied at the same time get paid while doing it. My work’s not really that complicated….maybe it is. You see, I work in the hospital, as an RN. My job is really chill, almost...
Listen! I luv this song. Such a sad song.
Day 7: Monday
Today was overall a good day, I got to calm my mind down. Got texts from people who didn’t know I wasn’t going to the concert. I don’t care, I don’t want to be bothered by them. Today, I went to Angels Knoll Park at Bunker Hill in LA. I didn’t know there were so many things that you can see behind this park. You can ride the Angels Flight trolley. It was really...
17 days until I leave for Philippines all by myself. When I get there, I don’t even know what to do, just visit relatives, but other than that no definite plans yet. I want to meet up with this girl that I met back at my mom’s reunion. She’s the PI girl. She’s a daughter of my mom’s colleagues in med school. She sounds excited to go to Boracay, but until its been...
Day 6: Sunday
My Girlfriend’s Boyfriend trailer
Really? It’s only been day 6 and this movie trailer is showing up? I know it’s just in my head, but sometimes I feel like I have these episodes of Truman Show syndrome. Don’t you sometimes feel it? These past couple of days I’ve been working out, and guess what musics were on: - Part of Me by Chris Cornell and Timbaland - Chances...
Day 5: Saturday
I guess last night was alright.
9:30am: I looked at the clock, crazy motel attendant calling my room asking me if I’m checking out and I said yeah at 11 it’s only 9:30, then he corrected me saying it’s 10:30. wtf. I looked at my iPhone and indeed it was 10:30. Shit. Took an hour off my time. Stupid motel.
All throughout that time, I didn’t feel like we connected...
Day 4: Friday
Friday, It’ still Friday and I’m still down in the slumps. I woke up about 12pm, then nothing significant happened. I worked out again…. 700 calories from ellipticals, then more weights. I just need to get my mind of things. Maybe me being tired will make me care less. Damn. I hate being emo like this. Although, I do want to be fit and have them bodies like that wolfboy from...
Day 3: Thursday
Thursday, it’s only been 3 days and a lot of things happened. I just got out of work and I’ve been texting my ex…and I’m texting this girl I’ve known for 3 years. But for some reason, the void hasn’t been filled. This ache just doesn’t go away for a while…and I’m expecting it not to…not for a while at least. I wonder if I can sleep a lot...
Day 2: Wednesday
Wednesday, The other night was long and a lot of things has happened. I didn’t realize how all of those shit happened in just a matter of a day.
I woke up with her beside me. I don’t think I felt warm around her. She’s just….there. We stayed in my room on and off from sleeping until about 2am. I still feel a little drunk. I had to take her back. She still has to do her school work and I have to...
Day 1: Tuesday
Day 1:
Tuesday, She came by about 8am, told me that we should just stay friends. Stay friends? we’ve been together for 2 years. She told me some random excuses why she wanted to stay friends. She thinks that our liking to each other is not on the same level. She said that she likes me more than I like her….God! really? I’m the one being broken hearted here. What can I do? beg...
Day 0: Monday
Monday, this is the time I noticed something was off. Last night at work I haven’t heard from her. That night, she texted me. She wanted to see me after her night shift to talk about some…”stuff.” I kinda figured out what it was. That night, I just went to the gym. Talked to my friend from a different state about random things. I think we got into some argument about...